"i don't like to think of you in that country. It is really corrupt with limited opportunity."
He's been here once. So that's how he sees it.
I don't have to go afar to know how good or bad my own country is. I read enough to know how badly I want to leave this corrupted place. If only I keep on dwelling, my world will only keep getting smaller. Because I read enough to know well how big the world out there, a wealth of opportunity you won't find it here. That's how it makes me feel I lost some sense of belonging. How I always believe that I'm growing up out of place. That I don't fit.
How to face these people? How to explain my own belief? Because nobody sees the way I see it. Nobody tries to understand and accept my own belief.
My belief is to sell them down the river. Double crossing them as I've been there, done that. That's how they see it.