Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Lovelorn

"Can't you find a local guy? What about in our college?" came out from her mouth.


I never find enough security in a local man. Apart from mostly being pretty boys, they are not my type. I look at my face in the mirror: I'd never, ever, end up with a pretty boyfriend. I can't never imagine I walk with a pretty boyfriend. Pretty boy never makes me secure and happy. I don't have to experience one to get the feel. I know whenever I look at them.

I know local guys have a lot to be criticized about. They are pretty well aware of their inadequacies too. 

Well, hun, sorry to say, you ain't got the height (eh-hem, my top priority), emotions, mindset and not athletically inclined. I'm not fond of the way they treat their significant others, as too "fragile" or too "cute". I'm too judgmental?

Oh, whatever!

I'm not looking for perfection. Ain't looking for a perfect guy either. I don't think I got high standards as well. I'm just looking at far and beyond. Just not the local average John Doe.

Because I'm not trying to limit myself with all options the world offers me. Why anyway? When you can look for far and wide and beyond.

I'm not the average kind of girl you're looking for either. Because I'm not the local guys taste anyway.