I'd come a long way to witness those dramas. I learned to open my heart and mind to accept and embrace it. At times, it feels awful, blow a hole in my heart. It will only makes you a better person, even people don't accept you, that you no longer fit into their circle, you have the ability to create your own happiness, your own world with those who are still backing you up. You aren't and won't be alone. Just like the song You Are Not Alone. It's a matter of choice.
If only you will accept reality, if only they will accept you, if only their heart still has room for forgiveness, your world is not cold. Even you don't feel belong, or lost yourself along the way, you have me. If only you know.
In every circle, everyone is bound for conflicts. People come and go. You don't blame them, you welcome them when they come, you set them free when they leave. You must stay strong and hold your head high. Focus on what you have now and don't take them for granted. You'll be safe and sound.
You are not alone. Stop being afraid. I'll be standing by to hold your hand.