Turns out that, it wasn't my inadequacy. It is due to the fact that I never wholly get this kind of connection. Looking back, we didn't start off from as simple as making friends. The starting point was physical attraction. What a shame.
Now, it's either your way, or the highway. With all that being said and done, you have made a decision. You have abandoned me on the highway, so I will take the highway.
I won't blame you anymore. We started off on the wrong track. You never made it clear, but I took the bait anyway.
I see myself as has been hovering up in the sky seeing all that glitter, but it never has been gold.
Now, I put my feet to the ground. It has been so long. This is my time. My world does not revolves around you anymore.
I should settle down now. Start to make my life less complicated. Moving on to the next stage of my life. I should leave, maybe to an outskirt wouldn't be bad after all.
