Sunday, March 24, 2013

Life of Pi

which story you prefer?


I guess it makes my movie of the year, though it's only March, because every bit of it was spectacular and out of this world. I had never watched anything like it, just like The Avatar. From start to end, it was food for thoughts; food for soul. A movie which you must give a standing ovation and called out "Bravo! Bravo!" "Jalhaess-eo!"(잘했어) "太棒了!" "Yoku dekimashita!" (よくできました"Gut gemacht!" and so forth.

I knew the movie was great, but sadly I couldn't understand the movie well. I wished I had thought more before I couldn't resist myself and googled up the message hidden in the movie! And I prefer one of the commentators review to the original analysis.  BE WARNED! DON'T READ ON IF YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW THE JUICY BITS!

Here's from Matt:

Last night I watched the film, read the comments and analysis on this page, and contemplated. Here are my thoughts.

The true story is without a doubt the “human” story.

However, the question we are asked is not which story is true, but which story we prefer.

The “animal” story is purely symbolic. Everything in the “animal” story has meaning, while the “human” story is merely a retelling of actual events. There is no hidden meaning in the “human” story; it is a brutal and devastating tale of a boy who encountered events none of us can even imagine. The “animal” story transmits almost the same tale, but gives meaning and symbolism to every part.

The question then becomes do we prefer an outlook on life that is symbolic, that has meaning, gives direction, and is not simply a set of random events. Or do we prefer the opposite, a realistic viewpoint in which we view the world “as is” and the events in our lives as ones without underlying meaning. Hence, the story that God prefers is the one that gives meaning to life.

Deeper analysis – Richard Parker vs. Pi = Animal vs. Human = Primitive nature vs. Rational nature.

Richard Parker represents our primitive nature, our animal qualities of survival. Pi cannot come to terms with the “true” story because he had to resort to cannibalism in order to survive (the psychological terror he faced with the fact that he had to eat the remains of his mother to stay alive). When Pi kills the fish for the first time, he thanks God for coming in the form of a fish in order to save “us”, which shows that Pi and Richard Parker are indeed one person. He feeds the fish to Richard Parker to keep “himself” alive.

The process of “training” Richard Parker symbolizes our dual nature even further. If he did not release his primitive instincts, the hyena or cook would have killed him. If he did not control his primitive nature, it would consume him. If he did not rescue his primitive nature (Richard Parker was drowning), his rational self would die because it would have no hope for survival.

Therefore, the underlying meaning of the story is that we have to “train” ourselves. Our primitive qualities can sometimes get the best of us, but we have to do our best to keep them in check or our primitive nature will consume our rational self and we will no longer be humans, we will be animals. Conversely, we need our primitive nature in our hopeless moments in order to give us a will to survive.

The island – in the “animal” story we are presented with a fictional place. This island almost certainly does not exist. Most likely, the storm (probably symbolizing the “awe” of God) dragged Pi’s boat to the shore of a deserted island. The symbolism of the island represents his loneliness and the self-consuming lifestyle of being alone without companions as the point of life is not merely staying alive.

Pi – represents the Buddhist view of life. In western thought, we consider life a straight line that has a beginning point (conception or birth for some of you) and an ending point (death). In eastern thought, life is represented by a circle because it is infinite, without beginning or end, as we are part of an eternal universe.

There is plenty of other symbolism in the story as you can even compare Pi to Christ. I do not know how to spell his birth name, but the name comes from the “pristine” French pool. In other words, Pi has a clean soul, as I do not believe he is shown committing a sin even one time in the movie. He also fully surrenders himself to the will of God.

I could go on and on, but I will stop here. This is truly a fantastic story.

After I read it, I realized what makes the movie a success. Something so abstract yet it relates so much to our beings as human, and it presented so well in the movie. But I couldn't even scratch the surface of it. Sigh!

A movie job well done.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Monster

has such pair of lovely green eyes.


I have my own thoughts. But sharing isn't caring. If I share, I would have been like cracking up the night sky with lightning, opening the gate of Hell and waking up the dead. I don't want to put your life at risk. That's why best thing in life always keep to ourselves; good thought is better to keep in our minds. Remember, silence doesn't mean you got my back. Lies can be beautiful too. Silence could be sharp weapon. And you know how sharp weapon works its magic.


 You have green eyes, because you don't have my brown eyes. And because you have green eyes, you want my brown eyes; thing you impossible to attain. You are disturbed for what I have, but I don't care what you have. Green eyes or brown eyes, I see through your heart, and it is not big. You should take my advice: Get out from the fluster. Gain peace for your mind. It is lack of oxygen.


Thank you for your enlightenment, darling. You have comforted me today. Your words has confirmed my doubts before. I am repressive, living under such environment. Moving for a change, never been a better idea.

Monday, March 11, 2013

Dora The Explorer

I'm like a lesbian, trying to accept the fact that she is alone, and have more preference towards the same-sex as she is growing up from teenager. Reality is cruel. I'm trying to accept the reality that I will only have a lover, because I'm a hopeless friend.

I'm not lucky as everyone else who could have hundreds of admirers, fans, friends, foes and hundreds of birthday parties to join. I'm just a lover, not a friend, because I lost that part many years ago.

We have different beliefs and stands. People could be in their own skin for 24/7 without getting bored, I truly admire them. But I believe that, putting on a little nice dress, or an especially nice heels, being a little naughty once in a while, is part of my nature. I guess you haven't known me.

I'm sure I am beautiful, and I believe every woman is beautiful, it is society that makes them look and feel ugly.

I'm an explorer and an adventurer. I have my eyes on new things that interest me. Trying on or being part of something new, is not the same as being an impostor. Impostor is a coward who afraid of being him/herself, who runs from reality.  I'm exploring, at the same time, I'm learning new things that become my interests or nightmares. Even if it is against what you believe in.


As Jen said:

"My personal belief is that true beauty comes from humility and really loving and accepting ourselves first, then having fun testing the waters and trying new things to boost our confidence. Makeup should be used to express ourselves and to feel good about ourselves, not as a mask to hide what we are afraid of. We have the freedom of change and to be who we want to be so let's have joy in playing with that gift!"

Love. Please don't take the only thing that I have away from me.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

You are What You Think

Have you ever felt you were born in a place, but out of place? Or, as you are growing, you have a particular tastes out of the norm, and that particular taste is your niche?


No one would believe you. Brudda said "you never watched Hong Kong dramas anymore." He meant you've become the fruit banana - yellow skin from the outside, but white from the inside, though it is not pure white. To watch Hong Kong dramas or not, is a very subjective matter. To not watch it won't make you any less Chinese just because everyone is watching it.

You are a very complicated person. Your mind works so hard after I have read some of your blog posts. They say you are what you eat. I'd say you are how your mind works. But your mind works collaborate on your emotion as well. Of course, nutrients are for supplement (a-hem).

If you watched Cantonese or Korean dramas, does it makes you more of Asian? Do you behave like an Asian? If I watched more of Hollywood movies, does it makes me more of American? Do I behave like an American? Do you know exactly how Asian or American behave anyway? Based on "more open-minded" and "not open-minded" shit? What a simplistic and stereotypical mindset!


Oh please, just embrace whatever is right and act accordingly! Just don't be hurtful.

By the way, I enjoy watching Hong Kong dramas and never "american" dramas, only thing is I watch it on TV, not something I would particularly enjoy downloading. I don't watch Taiwan dramas or show because they are ridiculously not funny and lots of two-faced people in it. I stopped watching Koreans because they always revolve around the same content.

Sorry I'm not a universal viewer. I watch what I like.