You ever thought reading a book would make you feel having an affair?
Reading Fifty Shade's, I was like going behind your back. You never liked the book, but I went for it. I crossed the forbidden path. Now, you smelled a rat.
Errmm...maybe I should be careful of what I'm saying. But sorry, blog is my only friend that understands me. I hope you understand me too. She is above all. There's no other sanctuary for me whenever I get hurt, not even human beings to comfort me. Because human can be intentional and hurtful. She is nothing like human. I will never lie and only be honest to her. So please bear with me.
I like whenever a surprise ending to a story. Mostly I'd rather, tragic surprise, or sad.
Ana left Grey. Yes, he deserved it. He was clueless in love and relationship as much as he was clueless of how he felt about her. Men could be so smart and dumb; a douche and a sacrificer at the same time. But not you. I have you now, yes I stopped having him, and going back to your arms.
Well, maybe you were dumb once, but you said you could do better and treat me better next time. Is that a promise? Not an empty one I hope.
Do you think you changed because of me? Will you change because of me? Are you doing yourself a favor? And our favors.
Go to a new place. Explore. Get out of your comfort zone. Thrill me, amaze me, do something that brings happy tears. Break from the cocoon. You have no idea how beautiful you are once you are out there, flying.

