When I read back on, I really sounded like a pessimist. But, it's true. I know I'm not.
I found out a lot of surprises in this sem. Big and small. Mostly good and one was the worse. Good things are I'm taking Japanese, I laughed and joked a lot like crazy with a few of my close friends. I started to hit the park and run a few rounds regularly with a partner. I found myself becoming petite and slim down and start to eat more healthy foods and snacks.
Bad thing is, the course is getting more profound chapter by chapter, week by week. I start to question my English proficiency.
Worse thing is, I finally made the wisest decision but it hurts a lot. I realized it was all my imagination and I'd been living in my own dream, that the other universe was just another universe, a fantasy. I was left behind. You move on, I move on. I finally realized the truth, that it just an excuse. You gave up. And you thought I was stupid. But you're nothing more than a stranger to me. You didn't deserve my tears. You won't break me. Because I'm not a child.
The world is still as big as before, as bright as before.
Today, I have a newfound objective.
