Hair Fall, Pimple Face and Bulgy Eyes

I didn't really expect them in this sem. It's happening.

Mountain high readings, are taxing. I thought it is my hobby, reading supposed to be part of my lifelong journey. But it's making my mind tired as day by day goes by.

Staying up late and rise up early is against my principle and discipline. Against my biology clock. I'm not most people. So when I don't get enough sleep, my performance graph would only look like a hill going downward.

One thing I regret though, aerobic class is sucks. At the end of the day, I didn't learn much and sweat much. Just like one of those academic classes full of assessments and no fun. At least cooking class allows you to polish up your cooking skill and apply it in your daily life.  

I'll only grin and bear it through out this sem, and only until this end of sem.

When Lamb No Longer Falls for The Lion

You wouldn't believe I was heartbroken the first minute and went on to a blind date the next. Earth is still rotates on its orbit; the sky is still so blue; animals grazing in the pasture; children chasing butterflies. I've moved on, I made a new hairdo.

In my case, I believe in blind dates. As a matter of fact, I've been on a few. Not many people get it, because it isn't the hype at where I live. They say you may come across a man on the run who interested in robbing your virginity and a vampire in disguise who only thirst of your pure blood. Who knows, right? My friend told me about Jack the Ripper. What the heck, you think I'm a prostitute?

Well, I met this hot stuff. His hair was brown, green eyes (i love green eyes, pair of mesmerizing green eyes) and 6 feet tall...Al-Most 6 feet tall. Anyway, we straight away felt the connection and sparked off electrical buzz between our eyes.We head over heels for each other.

You couldn't tell, could you?

That I'm happy and veeery, veeery lucky.

Jar of Hearts

Now the jam is very in sync with my mixed emotion. It is here and there. Here and there.

New Leaf

When I read back on, I really sounded like a pessimist. But, it's true. I know I'm not.

I found out a lot of surprises in this sem. Big and small. Mostly good and one was the worse. Good things are I'm taking Japanese, I laughed and joked a lot like crazy with a few of my close friends. I started to hit the park and run a few rounds regularly with a partner. I found myself becoming petite and slim down and start to eat more healthy foods and snacks.

Bad thing is, the course is getting more profound chapter by chapter, week by week. I start to question my English proficiency.

Worse thing is, I finally made the wisest decision but it hurts a lot. I realized it was all my imagination and I'd been living in my own dream, that the other universe was just another universe, a fantasy. I was left behind. You move on, I move on. I finally realized the truth, that it just an excuse. You gave up. And you thought I was stupid. But you're nothing more than a stranger to me. You didn't deserve my tears. You won't break me. Because I'm not a child.

The world is still as big as before, as bright as before.

Today, I have a newfound objective.