I'm a big fan of jokes and comedies. But lately I cannot seems to bring myself in front of the box to watch even a mere 5 seconds Just for Laugh. I know it would give me a heck of a blast.
My mind seems to wandering afar. Somewhere deeper and couldn't find reasons why. Or I'm living in denial, after what I've done. I don't want to confront it and refuse to bring it up. It's there to stay even I don't want to acknowledge it.
Maybe I don't want to give in. I feel the inner negative strength, it is forcing me so hard to surrender. Compelling me to just embrace the ugly reality.
But then, where would I be after I raise the stupid flag?
