I just found out a way to release my down time. I always thought music - whatever genres - would fix my time, but it doesn't.
It is writing.
Writing (or blogging) just amazing how it makes me come to term with my emotions, although it not affect how I'd deal with my own problem at hand.
It makes me stop feeling sorry for myself, stop my tears and makes me forget stuff in that moment I write. I don't find courage in facing my own problem then, but it stops making me feel bad when I feel the whole world on my shoulder.
I find it a bit odd how I find pleasure in let loose my emotions in writing, yet not disclosing anything to anyone, orally.
Crying won't change anything, it just makes you feel worse. Writing, however, it focuses on the process how you transform your feelings in that worse moment into words. But just keep the details (problem) out the window. Or back of your mind.
That is how you should rally. Well, it works for me. That's matter.
