Before I'm gone to war, I would like to draw a final reviews of the past 16 months journey. Of what I had achieved so far, in this final stage of preparation.
Joining this battalion after my high school years, I gained a lot. What I knew, what I didn't know, and it cleared my curiosity and doubts.
Everything made sense to me. Now, all puzzles finally fall in one place.
I know much. In terms of...facts.
I really enjoyed the process of digging stuff along the way absorbing facts. Though most of the time, I was doing it all by myself. Yet, this camp still gives me the creeps.
All the sergeants and commanders hardly kept themselves in line. Even most of the troops in it. Their minds were poisoned by the Commissioned Officers. Just because.
Rarely obeyed the Code of Conduct. Abandoned any protocols. How sad and pathetic.
I was the odd ball and still am. That explains the reasons why I'm on my own, fighting my own battle. To outdo myself while making enemies along the way. Even from the same unit. Just so inevitable.
In a month or so, I'll be out of here. Far away from this hell hole. Another month or so, I'll be in a battle.
Ultimately, Medal of Freedom will be mine.
Now that's the best part.