La paix, enfin!

Ahhh...it feels like you just got out from the toilet after releasing a bowl of human muffin. But with extra chocolate chips, if you asked me.

It's like, you stop running anymore. Someone has stopped hunting you down.

It's like, darkness has receded and lightning is taking over. From sun ray to sunshine, and I could bathe in without being furtive.

It's like, no more headache and heartache. You're free from the big C and your hair is growing back. You want a vacation in Maldives.

Your sincerity, your love, even the dead could feel and heaven knows. But, until God bestows us...we are still thousands miles apart.

It is you after all, the one who had hurt and the same who cures, not only put back the broken pieces but you free my mind from lockup when I was lost. As the Chinese proverb: 解铃还须系铃人。

On the day I told him, and the day I showed our happiness, I knew, things has changed. Our destiny has sealed tight. We are still waiting on everyone wishes.

People say, French is the language of love. I'd say, love per se is the language. Love is blind, and it makes me blind as well.

Who can overthrow us? We defy distance, culture, skin color, age, and nation, but...parents...just yet. (a-hem) With technology, we are the next generation of deux amoureux.

Je suis heureux! Je t'aime du fond de mon coeur.

Master of Null Wanted

Let me share what hit me lately.

I totally get people who are not interested in virtual relationship. Because it always starts out earlier, and "ABRACADABRA!" WHOOSH! People could just break up or disappear with a touch of the screen, or a turn of their backs. It is scary. As fast as how the next version of Samsung cellphone replaces its predecessors.

One moment you were honeymooning; the next moment you got a slap in the face. You have one reason to stay; another reason to leave.

Just like the name itself. Love is only artificial. Nothing absolute. If love is real in that space, it's either you see it or you don't.

It has been known as a very complicated world, yet you realize that's the only place you came to known about deep connection and love. Emotions could be so strong and sensitive sensor.

Place you feel at ease and able to find like-minded people, to be able to have lots of choices and options. It could be as easy job, and as many human varieties you could find. Could be your playroom and chat room. For free!

But how many are get down to business?

Want to be a Master of Virtual Lover?

Candidates must possess the following criterion:
1. high EQ.
2. a little bit of IQ.
3. time is a must
4. rich is preferable.
5. tons of ugly mugshots.

If interested, please contact me.

Don't think it's a bullshit.

Ted: Thunder buddies for life?

Have you ever came to a moment when your friend, or Ted was telling you: "I’m serious, John, I went over to your house to talk to Lori to try and take some of the heat off you, and I saw Rex picking her up. They were going to the Hatch Shell...No, John, we can get her back...We can get Lori back?"

You have to move to win her or him back, because when he or she is leaving on a private jet plane with a bimbo, or a rich, big belly aristocrat,  you might lose him or her for good. Or else you'd feel like a big L on your forehead.

I watched hundreds of scenes like that in both Cantonese, Korean, Japanese and Hollywood movies. I already felt unmoving. Probably there's no better way to screen it other than a hero or heroine on an adrenaline rush chase scene.

Sometimes, to show and not to tell is the best love strategy, or life strategy for that matter. Silence could be louder than sound. Bitch about your own love story makes things look bad. Bystanders are unbeknown of your experience. Not to mention we are from different field references.

I wondered earlier, how I would start out my post in a new year, first month. I never thought Valentine's came first before New Years, year flashback and new year resolution (ha! like I have one). My January post  is as a full jar of love. So, no love teddy bear, love chocolates and red hearts for the coming month of love.

My new status on FB takes effect from today. Happy Found Love day.

I Took Heart

In this world, your encouragement so I will keep on writing means a lot. If only it was brief, it spoke so loud you missed it. I took to heart since that day you lighted a fire under me.

It was precious came out from you. A rhythm of love - an only genre I listen to. Maybe I was spoiled. But Spoiled Brat is not my name.

Why you said I wouldn't like them? These gems spoke so much about you: as caring as a father, as understanding as a friend, as loving as a husband. No one knows me better than you.

Happy belated Christmas. A gift of the winter. I despise you. :*

Daniel

Remember 201314.

Daniel is traveling tonight on a plane. I can see the red tail lights heading for Spain.  And I can see him waving goodbye. Oh it looks like Daniel, must be the clouds in my eyes.

They say Spain is pretty though I've never been.  And Daniel says it's the best place that he's ever seen. He should know, he's been there enough. Oh I miss Daniel, I miss you so much.

Daniel my lover you are older than me. Do you still feel the pain of the scars that won't heal? Your eyes have died but you see more than I. You're a star in the face of the sky.

Familiar with the lyric? It fits everything. 

Walk From Earth to Mars

Walks, chocolate, cheese, western food, sickness, tea, presents and classic songs. Like I couldn't get enough of these.

Walk on this Pearl of Orient has always been a pleasant experience. Only thing that I regret was I didn't snap pictures of those little nice colorful old colonial shop-houses. We'd been down on wrong turns. Please don't blame on your misdirections. It was part of the fun and exploration.

I guess we found our favorite places to be. You kept saying good words about the first part of the accommodation; and we both turned off by the Boutique's. It was literally a boutique, nothing fancy about the experience except it was nice to see, but no better to stay in. You'd been to China House one time ahead of me. That must be your favorite place to be. Sorry I didn't snap good pictures there.

Our common ground was the first part of the Italian place was sucks. It was nice to see we broke the bank. Everything was hard to swallow: from communications, the menu to its food. Now everything comes together. I suddenly blamed her on my English illiteracy. You blamed her on yours too.

Are you happy? I dressed, I ate, I snuggled, I held hands, I drank, I kissed, I hugged, I lived like only you and I existed - the world hadn't born then. The whole planet was ours. The bliss I was in. Please tell me you were in it, and that you are happy too.

 

You brought me to places I would never dare to step into. And don't forget the tea above the sea. Probably because stepping into places like that burn not-enough holes in my pocket. 

The best of my existence, you said yours too. A good end of the former year; a perfect start for the new year. Happy new year, love.