Friday, December 24, 2010

Life is Great

When you achieve something out of the blue on Christmas.

And I don't even celebrate Christmas.

I'm a free spirit. I don't like to be tied down by rules. I am my own leader. And I don't care for being confined by four walls.

Yet I find that I always get mixed up in it.

I don't mind a 9-5 job (mine is 81/2-5, weekdays). It really depends on kind of job.

I will be stuck in there start on Monday. (Let me brag a bit) Top-notch insurance company in Asia.

I'm delighted, I'll give you that. Almost close to the moon. Alas, not sure I get the job. I'm on probation anyway.

Felicitation. Cheers! And Merry Christmas.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Self-learn -The Whole Shebang

Wish I could use up the time to learn something. Something that would benefit myself in every aspect. I hav quite a few in mind.

Dancing. I never really learn how to dance. Somewhere in me, there's a belief that I can do better. Because of flexibility? Hobby? I guess is because the taste of freedom. Freedom of movement so tempting.

French. I always wanted to learn a new language. It is always a credit and something to thank for to grow up in country like Malaysia. The advantage of learning English as second language, Mandarin, and Malay. Now it is time to take up one of the European language, The Language of Love.

Make-up. Not the complicated one. Just something subtle and very basic of mix and match of the colors. I'm not that good in colors.

Guitar. I was just wondering if I prefer piano over guitar. Taking rate and portability into account, guitar wins hands down. Space-saving too!

Photographing. Since blogging, a special interest towards taking photograph grown in me. Well, again, I merely require the base.

Writing. This, I will have to take up courses and seminars to brush it up. Maybe creative-writing as well. Who knows, you might be reading my Bestselling one day.

Communication. It's the second impression people get though. And it counts! Most people need it to connect and reconnect. You might get filled in your coveted position! Better job prospect!

I hope I able to follow through them. Soon.

Dull Habitation

Since mom's away from town, can't bear the feeling of me and dad cooped up in the house until the cows come home. The house used to be full of noises and thumping footsteps.

Maybe I do miss it. Or just unusual atmosphere.

We are reaching 2nd month now. Just me and dad, which is unusually first-timers.

This season I feel restless. Wish I could do something benefit other than reading. Two Bestsellers in a week sounds like a break-record to me, not to mention four, which is the max number of books you borrow from the library.

To top off, I still have a promise I haven't followed through.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

The Shining by Stephen King

412 pages out of 683 pages.

Not that particularly I want to remember. But I just so happened to find myself acted like a baby.

To come this far, I think the climax sign is showing. To tell that I was acting out like a baby last night on account of I kept the light on until sunrise.

It is a chilling tale alright. Everybody knows him well and loud. I'll give you that, an ultimate writer of horror. I had never read any book of his, so this is my first. I was greatly drawn to the story.

I'd been told by Dan it had been made into a movie. Well, I'd like to be indulged in that someday. A gripping yet chilling classic tale must be worth a flick to watch to.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

The Hunchback of Notre-dame

Watching the long-time film of the City of Love made me wonder how many children nowadays appreciate cartoon like this.

How about Snow White and Sleeping Beauty?

With the never-ending remakes of Beauty and The Beast and the Rapunzel, they all still capture the masses' glimpse of attention now and again. They were great stories once, success in captured the hearts of many children of the globe. And yes, they are romance stories of children!

When I watched the Hunchback's, the story was simple and predictable. But great lesson to learn for a kid.

Compare to any 3D animation films, I seem to be more appreciate a classical story with the original classical graphic.

Big Dress Minus The Cap

Last night was a success at the hotel. Everyone was at their best appearances with best hair, best make-up, best dress and heels.

I donned my plain everyday-school-outfit. You might think I was the dullest one at the scene. I was glad I covered by the big dress.

Dan said he was happy cos he was the only one who knew what's under it. It was funny.

Their outlooks made me thought of we're in a fashion show. Their unnatural make-ups to look best in the shot just way too dramatic to me.

Afterall, it was just a formal function. The dyed hairs and make-ups should be thrown out of the window!

I know I did achieve something I ever thought I'd achieve last night. It proved my appearance there was not futile afterall. I do appreciate it.

The only thing that is left in the back of my mind, perhaps is how I will turn out 4 months from now.

The best award I achieved today, should prove something bigger then meets the eye, in the coming few months. I hope it won't be a let-down.

Now dad has put the heavy award sitting in the main room.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Man Without Words

I live with that.

Sometimes, words are not necessary. The more you talk, it only sounds how pathetic you are. It seems to serve a better way for you to give excuses. More you talk, more you're avoiding the topic. All the questions asked.

People always ask to much questions. They seems to have a little trouble in finding the right time - the best time - to ask whatever on their minds.

It's only a way to show how much they care. A way to show how inapropriate they are at times. Being ignorant of how many tons of pressure I find myself to endure.

Whenever they are at the wrong time, they are pestilential.

It isn't something you can just grin and bear.

And I should stash myself away.

Mr.White's Visit

The most scary thing I've ever experienced so far is knowing that I'm about to lose my teeth.

But it is not going to happen. At least not during my young age or anytime soon.

Yet in the past, or rather once in a while, I would find myself dreaming of me, either having toothache, tooth losing, or teethless at all.

It was a nightmare, knowing my front teeth fell out.